move

seems like everytime i m upset either my poor blog, liver or credit card takes a hit
the last time i was in a bad mood
i deleted my old blog twennyone grams
and then my friendster account
and assorted online things

at least this time i was clever enough to merely move it
it was too painful mourning twennyone grams
i ve learnt my lesson

so why the crappy mood you ask?
its annonying because its nothing big, nothing serious
just the little things that are getting me down
i have a feeling it might be expedited by some hormone fluctucations as well

silly little things like
weight
not being able to keep to my budget
having exams
being on MSN all day and not having you initiate the chat
and realising that the entire time i ve been in Melbourne i ve not received a call from you
any of you.

is it really that hard.

urgh

also its probably not helping that i spent all week rewatching korean dramas like Boys over Flowers, Coffee Prince and Goong
and wondering why my life is not up to scratch
see theoretically i know that these shows were written to be ideals
and are a figment of some writer's imagination
but when its right there in front of you

its hard not to compare
and then i feel depressed about silly things like Korea not actually having a royal family

btw lee, goo jun pyo looks likes jerry yan
i m going to transfer affections
go google lee min ho!

i think a spot of pharmacology just might lift me out of this crappamahole
yay
pharmacology
-_-