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the p life has become the miserable life
i hate exam period
i wear glasses and frumpy clothes all the time
i put on weight
become sluggish
and have a general air of ickiness and guilt for the entire month

i cant start studying
omg i sit down and look at my books
and i think of a million things i have to do
like bleach my teeth

which incidentally doesnt look like its working

sigh
its so depressing
i have no events i can attend
nothing i can do without feeling guilty as
cause i know i m nowhere near being on top of my work.

in verity?
i havent even really started

man, us st nicks girls really have shocking studying habits
well
me anyway

clare seems to be nerding it up like crazy.

sigh
k i m off to bleach my teeth
another wasted day where despite best intentions, i literally did nothing but committee stuff and cancel my doctor's appointment cause it was raining and i didnt feel like driving there
PLUS
the teeth bleach tastes like crap

ahh poo.

UPDATE: i got hungry and went downstairs to get food, and all i could make was oats.
i am convinced. oats are god's payback for all the veal i ve eaten. it even looks like it coming back up. grossssssssssssssssssssssssssss

singapore has been hit by the first case of H1N1. and apparently its a business student from SMU.