dum ee dum

i was in such a happy and fluffy mood today
i talked too much and without restraint
and now i feel bad
cause i realised what i said came off so totally wrong
like, very up-myself.

sigh. phoon, put a cork in it!
you would think i would have learnt after those incidents
friends very easy to lose if you say the wrong things, you know.- nods sagely

aiyah. what a mess.

EPIPHANY TIME
i have a lot of respect for mature independent people with savings.
i suddenly realised that all my friends have cash for a rainy day
and i have like, $10 in my sakuragi.

huh
clare, how did you suddenly grow up
wasnt i always protecting you
how come now positions have changed
so disconcerting.
i look around
and everyone are adults
CRAP
HOW?
I NEED TO CATCH UP!

i need to fix my life
this ennui
wont be fixed by a new hair cut or vow of celibacy
(as previously contemplated)
but by cold hard action

1st step: ask sam for this
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

okay jk
but i cant think of anything yet
i ll sleep on it

UPDATE: okay after several msn coversations, apparently i m thinking too much about nonsense and should really go study.

2threads has decided to concentrate on new york and sydney
so no more melbourne base!
fear not,
we've moved to Stylemelbourne
exciting!

anyway
lunch pics
yum cha againnnnn!
i love love

crap i m super craving egg tarts now
i think westlake really has the best ones!







no uni tomorrow.
yay!

k
nights!